Death's hell

Wed, 14 Jul 2004 14:22:48 GMT

well another fucking nite of no sleep, i swear im gonna die by the end of the week due to lack of sleep, oh well, going out again today not sure where yet but somewhere, i cant just sit in the house its not good for me, i shall tty all later

Wed, 14 Jul 2004 05:31:03 GMT

ok everyone it is 1:30 in the morning and i cant sleep, i cant stop crying, i cant stop thinking about wat i did, im bawling so much right now, w/e i say it doesnt seem to matter because u wont believe me anyway, so im taking a week off from the world because everyones calling me an asshole and everyones calling me a dick so i cant sleep at all right now, lisa i called u about 5 times in tears im sry i kept waking u up, paul i called u once in tears sry i woke u up ok im done now hopefully i can get sleep tonite i guess i will tty all tommorow, well at least 8 of u on my 194 people buddy list, good nite all hope u all live well and sleep well

Tue, 13 Jul 2004 15:48:04 GMT

i will be away for a few days, yes i know selfish of me but w/e, if u need to talk umm idk how to get in contact with me but im sure someone will find a way and i have caller id so i can tell whose calling, i have an sn im always gonnd be on but only 8 out of 194 people know it and its only the people i can stand to talk to right now without flipping out on myself, so i will be back around end of the week bye all

fuck

Tue, 13 Jul 2004 11:00:26 GMT

i fell asleep around 12:35 drunk trying to run away from my problems and of course it didnt work to well, i woke up at 1 and i've been phasing in and out/on and off about reality and life, i havent been able to sleep at all tonite because i've been thinking of this whole situation, i dont deserve u at all and i dont deserve anyone right now, all the fucking respect i had for myself is all gone now i feel so shitty as i have a right to but at the same time jake does have a point im not the victim, so yea idk wats gonna happen in the next few days idk wat im gonna do, but overall i just need to quit thinking about these suicidal tendencies in my head because they are really fucking me over right now...its about 7 in the morning and im guessing since i didnt sleep, thats y im still feeling a tad bit drunk, idk anymore, im gonna go, bye

Tue, 13 Jul 2004 04:04:24 GMT

look, i did something wrong, and this will make me want to kill myself w/e happens, and i cant hold this in anymore, everyone can call me an asshole, u can call me an asshole, anyone who wants can, if im not alive in a few days its because im dead because of this whole situation, i was drunk and yes i did something stupid, and fuck theres no way u will forgive me and theres no way im gonna forgive myself so im just lie in bed for days thinking about it and idk if i will be able to talk to people, idk if it will be possible, but yea i will be in bed i will prob. not have the balls to talk to anyone so hopefully i will be able to stay alive for a few days, im just gonna sleep and hopefully not wake up, tty all later

Sat, 03 Jul 2004 18:58:22 GMT

Who will you be stuck with at end of time? by chi_a_baidh
Your name is
Your sex is
Your favorite color is
You are stuck there because	you were frozen in ice/a crystal
For _____ years	30
With	Oprah Winfrey. Click for pic.
He/She will think you are	stupid
You will	run far, far away

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Fri, 02 Jul 2004 11:14:30 GMT

death6 is poisonous! Induce vomitting if ingested.

N
POISON

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yea

Fri, 02 Jul 2004 11:13:11 GMT

ok so its 7:10 in the morning and i didnt sleep one minute last nite, all i did was sit up in bed thinking if ur alright and sleeping well, i miss u soo much and i cant stop thinking about u, thats all i do now-a-days is think of u and i cant stop, its like a sickness but the best sickness in the world because its a feeling of love for u and its not going away ever, im gonna go work on my application more tty all later

Mon, 28 Jun 2004 04:42:34 GMT

yea

Sun, 27 Jun 2004 12:12:32 GMT

yea so now its morning and i just walked emily home and then walked home myself, i didnt sleep even 1 minute and im quite alright with that, but of course i get to come home and curse off my fucking mom because of my report card that doesnt make sense such as "thats fucking bull shit" and "your no fucking help" shit like that, im so fucking sick of this bull crap and i just want it all to fucking end, i want to move away and never come back because i am so sick of this shit and i wish it would all just stop i dont even give a flying fuck anymore, fuck this shit, im so fucking pissed

ok

Sun, 27 Jun 2004 09:43:03 GMT

ok so i havent slept in a while, i didnt sleep at all tonite, i walked lisa home with CJ and pretty much walked all the way back and we got back around 5 wen we left at around 3:30, im really tired, and i cant fall asleep I HATE BEING AN INSOMNIAC (sometimes...hehe), idk its been a long nite, i shall be back later

yeaaaa

Sun, 27 Jun 2004 06:52:16 GMT

ok so its about 3 in the morning and i tried sleeping on the floor but i cant really sleep, it seems that i shall always be that one who sleeps on the floor, falls asleep alone, and goes home alone...idk...whoever reads this dont take it the wrong way i guess?...yeaaaaa im not sure...im just sitting here listening to last picked, im gonna walk home in a few hours and sleep the day away

On a better note, this morning i gave in an application to Drug Fair. Around 5 P.M. my dad called me, and i was a bit buzzed and hes like "tim from drug fair called u" so i asked for the number and called mr. tim back he says "u have an interview on monday" which completely rox because it pretty much means im gonna get the job which is way awesome...because i need a job/steady cash flow aside from only doing my fucking lawn...haha...im gonna go i shall tty all later today

one more thing

Sat, 26 Jun 2004 15:47:11 GMT

if u guys plan on going to see catch 22, be prepared. Ken, for all of u who don't know catch 22 too well is the trumpet player, he has gotten a lot fatter and is all ghettoed out now, and during the concert kept yelling JAY-Z and im yelling back to him fuck u, so yea just be prepared fellow catch lovers

WOOOOOOOOOoo

Sat, 26 Jun 2004 06:23:46 GMT

ok so today rocked, i woke up around 10:45 and played Wind Waker half the day, then dutch picked me up, i gave money to munoz, then got cigs, then went to see the best concert ever...in order here we go...Big D & The Kids Table- rocked my sox only knew a few songs...Lucky Boys Confusion- sucked my balls, horrible, no stage presence...RxBandits- best ever, 1st time seeing them, i wish i knew more of their crap but they rocked anyway (AND I MET MATT (THE LEAD SINGER WOOOO...lol))...Catch 22- fucking amazing aside from their new crap, i got kicked right next to the balls, i kicked people, i jumped on people, i got hit in the head at least 10 times, it rocked so much, sung along to 90% of their songs, fun times OH YEA...Reel Big Fish- amazing, way to long (hour and a half set) but still rocked, i knew most of their crap and yelled for a lot of it, they were funny, first time seeing them, it was all good, then i went to munozs and had a beer which finished off the amazing nite because thats all i could think of during RBF because it was so damn hot

So overall tonite rocked my world, the only thing that sucked about it was that i was not with karen :( ...me love her soooo much...hehe...i shall see her today tho (btw its 2:30 in the morning...haha) i shall see u all later, karen i love you a lotttttttttttttttt, bye bye

randomness

Sat, 19 Jun 2004 16:38:08 GMT

Once, a woman was walking when she came upon a snake frozen in the snow. She took it home, cared for it, and nursed it back to health. One day the snake bit her with its poisonus venom. As she laid dying, she asked the snake why? It replied "look bitch, you knew I was a snake"

so yea last nite i went to lloyds show which was fucking amazing, one of the best ska shows i've been to in a looooooooooong time...i then slept at lloyds, i got home about an hour ago this morning, fun nites, prob. going to munozs then vitaliy's for a party, tty all later

extremely happy

Thu, 17 Jun 2004 03:24:39 GMT

this day has rocked, its made me so happy and i realized so many things even tho some of um i already knew...hehe...today i realized im a senior now, these past 3 years of high school have flown by and then im gonna be going to college, its a scary feeling at the same time tho...im scared of leaving and being away from all of this, the security, the friends, the love, all of it wont be available everyday, but im sure i will succeed (i hope) and im sure i will get by and all that stuff...i realized how much i have grown up its an amazing feeling, i cant say im completely mature because im not, but i m a bit more mature, the feeling of growing up is interesting...its fun tho, i learn more and gain more life expierience which rox...today i also realized how much i can possibly love a person, there is no limit for it, i love u so much and it is not changing, every time im with u it makes me more and more happy, u make me feel like the world and i love u for that and many more reasons, its amazing how much u can love a person, its not even possible to explain, but overall its a good feeling, im gonna go not sleep for another nite in a row, tty all later

Wed, 16 Jun 2004 15:27:10 GMT

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Tue, 15 Jun 2004 22:05:12 GMT

How to make a death6

Ingredients:

1 part jealousy

5 parts silliness

1 part beauty

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Serve with a slice of emotion and a pinch of salt. Yum!

Personality cocktail
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Mon, 14 Jun 2004 19:08:55 GMT

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	delicious
Your hugs are...	gentle
Your eyes...	sparkle like the stars
Your touch is...	the only thing I desire
Your smell is...	refreshing
Your smile is...	encouraging
Your love is...	eternal

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yeaaaaaaaaa

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 09:44:41 GMT

ok so its 5:40 in the morning as of now and i havent slept at all tonite, we have been out all nite and me= no sleep, i love this feeling wen u cant remember if u slept or if u dont know if ur dreaming or if ur awake, its a great ass feeling, so yea my friend jill cheered me up tonite because i missed hanging out with her since i havent seen her in a looooooooong time

on a more productive/philosophical/something note...im sry all of this happened and im sry i did all this crap i truly am and i hope u know that and yes it will take a while to forgive me or something and i understand that...im hoping we can just forgive and forget something like that because i love you a lot and i dont want this to change a thing, i just want our relationship to continue how it was going and i'd be the happiest dude in the world if it turned out like that, i love you

have a good day all i will be sleeping half of it because i didnt sleep all nite, literally no exagerration

better

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 03:42:00 GMT

ok so im feeling better as of now and im trying not to think as much as i have been doing and crap, ummmmm yea, i hope we get past this and i know we will if we truly do love each other which i know we do so yea, i love you more than the world

Sat, 12 Jun 2004 19:18:57 GMT

going to the movies today with lauren, kelly, and probably my good old friend lloyd from WO which i havent seen in a year, it hopefully shall be fun

i love you hun and i hope u remember and know that, i hope we get through this well/fast

idk

Sat, 12 Jun 2004 14:35:41 GMT

so yesterday/last nite i guess u can call fun, depends ur definition of fun, i had my 2 exams, history and space they were pretty easy, then i went to hooters with paul, courtney, callan, joe, lauren, leizel, and mike. it got boring after about 20 mins there tho, then we went to the mall and i played a game of DDR that cheered me up a bit, then i went back to my house with paul, casey came over, did nothing for a few hours, paul walked home, casey walked home, went to caseys to get WW, came back to my place, played it for a while, then i said to my dad "dude, i'll be home tommorow im sleeping at munozs" and without any question or anything hes just like "alright" so i took my bike and rode because i wasnt really gonna stay at munozs...i biked all the way to t-bowl where i saw ali and jesse and then went and biked to hunters...berkpile and bob show up, after a while of playing pikmin and sitting around we dropped paul off then casey then berk dropped bob and i off at the diner, it was packed so we went to shop rite to get a bag of popcorn for me for breakfast, then we went back to bobs because munoz couldnt have me sleep over

i went outside to move my bike near bobs window then i laid out under the stars, had a cigarette and just thought about everything thats been going on for the past week or w/e its been, i realized i havent been this sad since april 1st or anytime before april 10th (when i met u), idk y i cant let this go, i want u to be happy but apparently thats not going to happen in this situation, so im hoping the feeling u have inside u will go away after a while, and if it doesnt i have no clue what so ever what to do, i love u and that can't/won't change and nothing can interfere with it, so yea im done ranting and raving, we can talk about it later or something, bye all

Wed, 09 Jun 2004 14:11:59 GMT

2nd day in a row cutting school at munoz's, i love pools wen its soooooo hot/humid out, we are all just hanging out and it rox, and hopefully i can see my lover today...hehe, blaaaaaaah i shall tty all later, c-ya

just random crap today

Mon, 07 Jun 2004 21:59:17 GMT

There was a guy sunbathing in the nude on the beach.
He saw a little girl coming toward him, so he covered himself with the
newspaper he was reading.
The girl came up to him and asked, "What do you have under the
newspaper?"
Thinking quickly, the guy replied, "A bird."
The girl walked away, and the guy fell asleep.
When he woke up, he was in a hospital in tremendous pain. The police
asked him what happened.
The guy says, "I don't know. I was lying on the beach, this little girl
asked me a question, I guess I dozed off, and the next thing I know is
I'm here."
The police went to the beach, found the girl, and asked her, "What did
you do to that naked fellow?"
After a pause, the girl replied, "To him? Nothing. I was playing with
his bird and it spit on me, so I broke its neck, cracked its eggs, and
set its nest on fire!"

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